Confused

In my life, as far as I remember lah kan..Miss P was never delayed.
My tummy dah tak selesa now.
So many possibilities:

• Saya ada penyakit (mintak jauhkan dariku, Ya Allah tolong)
• Saya pregnant
• Miss P lambat sket this month sebab hormon yg bertukar.

Nak kata pregnant, macam tak. Takde la loya pun. Cuma perut ja la, on-off mild cramp mixed with aggressive cramp. Bila aggresive cramp tu, sakit dia macam nak menangis tau. Kalau ada hubby mesti dia dah peluk I calm me down kan. *gatal* hehe.

On the other hand. working life is REALLY BAD now.
I rasa nak nangis balik kerja tadi. Dah cuba tenangkan diri supaya tak gaduh dengan orang..

Perasaan ni sungguh tak enak.
Sedih, marah, tak best, sensitive, cepat terasa.

Dah lama tak mudah nangis sejak kawen sebab married life is wonderful.

Luckily husband is coming this weekend.
I love u much baby...
My imam..:)

Delayed

Delayed flight is annoying, Delayed Miss P..?
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Is hope. Amiin Ya Allah..:)

Post-Wedding: Photos

Salam people..I'd like to share with you some of our wedding photos:)

Guna phone camera je. Us and my Sheffield buddy:) Thanks for coming dear

My utmost favourite photo! Hihi. Love it.

Me and bunga tangan nikah yg saya buat sendiri je. Hihi

On the right is my bridal room. Table lamp by IKEA, velvet rose by Semua House, side table by IKEA, green candles by TESCO (I think la), rug by SOGO, Bedsheet from SOGO, curtain from SOGO. Hihi. Bridal room theme is; Tiffany Green. Auh love every inch of my room!

Thank You Husband

Living far from husband is not easy especially when my emotional is not stable.
I need more attention and his love. Hehe.
But I think he understands me more, husband saya cakap saya ni manja rupanya tapi tak mengada. Hehe.

Bila sedih, dia pujuk-pujuk di whatsapp..Memang lah happy kan.
Miss him a lot too.

Apa-apa pun sayang, thank you for always being there for me.
I love you forever.

Sad

I'm feeling sad:(.

Its gonna be 24 days.

It's Tuesday

Salam and morning people. It has been a while kan since I last wrote anything here.
Life has been great but it would be way much better if I stay together with my husband.

I'm supposed to be back to kl this weekend but unfortunately husband will be in Kelantan for outstation.
Hampa.

On the other hand, being married has allowed me or alarmed me to study more about my body, my anatomy.
Including my ovulation. Haha.
Ye la, selama ni tak pernah kisah bila saya ovulate.

Bila dah kawen ni, baru lah sibuk nak tahu bila saya subur.. hihihi.

Luckily I found a website selling very cheap OPK, so lepas ni boleh la closely monitor my ovulation!
Seronok juga buat test pada diri sendiri di samping dapat kenal lagi badan sendiri.
Bukan apa, selama ni saya hanya main agak je and guna my phone apps to track my menstruation/ovulation.
Some results memang tak boleh pakai pun. Hehe.

Saya doakan rezeki saya dan husband dalam masa terdekat ni.

Amiin..

Hye Helo

Being a wife teaches me a lot of things.
Now I need to learn more new terms-DPO, BBT, OPK, CD. Hehe

See you

Testing Mobile Blogging

Helo.. Testing blogging via mobile phone. Hehe.

This coming weekend will be seeing my darling husband.

:)

New Phase of Life

I have been living a single life independently for the past 7 years (since my college years, university-UK, Bintulu) and married life has become a total change for me.
Yes, I'm married to a very nice man, the one I have known for 4 years now.
Alhamdulillah, I'm really thankful for what Allah has given me.

The Akad Nikah ceremony went smooth and to me it was rather quick and simple hehe.
Additionally, we performed solat sunat nikah and he placed his hand on my 'ubun-ubun' and recited some prayers.
At that moment, I felt relieved and safe. No tears rolled down on cheek because I was really happy.

I remember the only time I cried was when spending the first night at my in law's house.
Sad to see my families leaving and I need to adapt with my new life, new families too:).

But it was all good, new families are big and they are all friendly. Hehe.

Personally, getting married is a very positive change for me as I have a lifetime partner now.
He leads me to get closer to Allah and keeps remind me to be a good muslimah and wife.

Its just that sometimes I think I need more time to adapt with the new status. hehe

May our marriage is blessed by Allah, may this marriage be a platform for us to be better.

Amiin.

Pray for us ya.

Alhamdulillah, Married to a Wonderful Husband

Syukur kepada Allah kerana menjodohkan saya dengan lelaki yg sangat istimewa, sempurna untuk saya.

Selamat diijabkabulkan minggu lepas.

Rindu imam saya itu, terima kasih untuk semua kebahagiaan sayang.

I love you till jannah, amiin..

Will write more:)