Wedding Preparation Eps 1

Salam and hai all..
Dah lama tak update blog. Busy? Takla sangat.
Tapi sejak balik bertunang hari tu, memang sibuk sedikit. SEBELUM tunang lagi la.
EVERY week saya balik malaya tau.
Duit dalam bank dah makin pupus ditelan dek kapal terbang. Haha..
Anyways I will be getting married in less than 3 months.

Preparation? I would say about 20%.
Sigh worrying tak? Haha takpe kita cuba chillax ok..Jangan gelabah.
Alhamdulillah setelah survey sana sini, minta quotation, call macam2 orang, akhirnya jumpa juga my official wedding photographer.
InsyaAllah gambar-gambar saya nanti cantik. cewah.

Next? MUA. I prefer sekitar utara, senang dan jimat kos transportation. Kalau anda nak recommend, silakan:).

Next? Theme. Since bertunang haritu dah guna tema purple (last minute). Haha baju tunang agak menarik ceritanya sebab semuanya last minit. Baju dan tudung semua beli one day before my engagement.

Makanya, wedding on my side saya mahu PINK. Oh I think I look good in pink. Haha.
Nikah dah MINT GREEN, wedding apa salahnya saya nak pink kan? Reception I'm not sure yet.
Mama di sana suggest maroon.
Will see how Mr. Fiance thinks about it.

Tugas Mr. Fiance adalah mencari baju wedding kami. Dalam hal ni, saya serahkan 100% kepada dia.
Photographer biar saya yang cari..
So I trust his taste la, fuh agak challenging biar lelaki carikan baju. Haha.
InsyaAllah OK.

Apa lagi ya? Kalau sempat, saya nak cari sendiri kasut untuk weddingku.
Selalunya kasut sewa ni tinggi sangat atau pun tak kena dengan taste kita.
Takpe, kalau ada kasut cantik apa salahnya.
We'll see how.

Kad? Next week saya balik kl, akan cari sama-sama di samping tempah baju nikah.
Also cari barang hantaran sikit2.

Penatnya fikir..

Alhamdulillah my engagement went smoothly.
Simple and sweet, orang yang cakap la..Hehe. I pun fikir macam tu. hihi
Ok all, I will write more.

xoxo

A Step Closer

Alhamdulillah..

I am now officially booked:)

New year, new status, new life, hope all to be better InsyaAllah

Hehe will write more:)

xoxo

This Much

Today I'm back after one day having an MC.
Masuk je opis terus dikejar kerja.
Stress.

Stress.
Perasaan tak enak, rasa nak marah je.
Benci dan annoyed dengan leaders yang bangga sangat bercerai disebabkan dia dan prinsipnya-KERJA.
Benci bila orang define "success" tu dengan bilangan A atau CGPA 4 flat atau study overseas.


Benci tahu tak? Benci bila kau pakai tudung siti macam tu.
Benci.

Sakit hati.

Aih, emonya!

Dan kini aku rasa March itu masih jauh:(
Mungkin sebetulnya aku benci Bintulu, benci sangat.
This much *sepemeluk*.

Bye

Erti Memiliki

Dalam hidup ni, aku belajar; lagi banyak kita memiliki, lagi banyak kita akan rasa kehilangan.
Saat pertama kali hilang, pedih dan sakit.
Bila dah dimakan waktu, hati kembali pulih.
Barang kesayangan yg aku beli di Sheffield dulu, ada yg hilang diambil orang.
Nak marah lebih-lebih, tiada guna pun.

Sekarang ni, aku cuma perlu fokus hari-hari mendatang.
Siapa sangka, relationship yang terhalang dulu kini mudah semua.
Rasa lega.

Ibunya menunggu-nunggu untuk mendengar plan anak lelakinya.
Tentatively rombongan akan datang next month.
Cincin belum cari, tiket nak balik KL mahal pulak.
Boss pulak nak aku pegi Singapore next month.
Sesungguhnya Disember yang sibuk, I reckon.

So now I wonder gadis-gadis yg begitu BANYAK MASA nak DIY preparation kawen mereka.
Like, serius derang ada masa?

Hurm , unlike me. Satu barang pun belum siap.
haha

Moga semuanya dimudahkan.
:)

Perihal Manja

Hari ni aku ke Miri berniat nak beli eyeshadow Elianto. Aku suka shimmer effect pada eyeshadownya, harga pun average, affordable. Nyums!
Rupanya Elianto dah tutup di Bintang Megamall. Frust, makanya terus aku tapau McD. Maklumlah Bintulu takde McD.
Oklah all, actually aku nak cerita benda lain.
Aku ke Miri dengan seorang kawan perempuan.
Dia ada kawan di Miri, so we met up.
Aku, kawan aku, rakan kawan aku (H, bukan nama betul) dan suami H.
Rupanya H ni rapat dengan kawan aku ni, siap main cubit-cubit pipi bila berbual.
Suami H tengok saja sambil senyum.


So?


Apa point aku?
Point aku ialah, senario begitu buat aku terfikir, seingat aku lah, aku tak pernah terbabit dalam scene begitu dengan rakan perempuanku.

Mungkin aku bukan manja type, bukan lemah lembut type or aku tak reti mcm tu.

Sampai sekarang aku terfikir kenapa aku tak pernah buat macam tu.

Lepas ni boleh try kot.
Haha.

**Point aku untuk diri sendiri; tolong lah lebih sabar ok.**

My Room, A Hotel Room

I'm not sure this is due to 'Bintulu factor' or not but I have plenty of time thinking about myself, including my room.
Since early 2012, I have been thinking of how to turn my room into something more homey.
I started to change my curtain and bought new set of bedsheets.
Bought room spray from Body Shop too. Table lamp is for more dimmed lighting and romantic mode. *Eleh sorang-sorang pun nak romantic mode haha*. Best apa, nak tidur pun senang:)
Next, I got myself an LCD TV, FULL HD ok. Haha. I bought it somewhere in February this year, around chinese new year.
LG brand, cost me around RM999. Ada sale, okla la kan although he was strongly disagree and cakap I wasted my money. Haha.
Next, I beli aircond pulak sebab I couldnt stand the rising temperature somewhere in June-July. Konon-konon summer season lah kan, tableybelah.
Yelah mengada kan tak tahan panas but seriously tak tahan until I couldnt sleep. Nak tidur siang on weekends pn tak senang:P

Bila ada TV tapi takde astro pun tak complete kan. Finally I installed astro pula, complete dah I rasa.

Alhamdulillah I love my room. :) Rasa macam hote mini gitu. Heuehuehue.

On the other hand, I love my Sunday tapi sayang Ahadku makin habis.
Woke up as early as 6am, performed subuh and no more sleep. Irite mmediately went out searched for breakfast and got myself nasi lemak, pisang goreng panas and made a cup of hot milo.
What a morning:).

Then off to office settlekan kerja sikit for tomorrow's discussion with my boss.
Next went to the mall, beli barang sikit and balik rumah.

Watched tv sepanjang petang and fell asleep, bangun-bangun terus mandi and here I am, fresh and wangi. Haha I like ..:)

Ok people, I will write more.
Love, Z

You Know, This Is Life

You see, life is all about ups and downs. Recently I'm pretty much worried and occupied with work.
At the same time also need to think about my risik and nikah day.
Macam tak percaya, but his parents are on their way to have a discussion with the family members for a bertandang to my house.
Mostly to discuss about our nikah day which I tentatively put it in December 2012. Exact date? Not confirmed yet.

I started to have the panic attack. I surveyed the nikah dresses, what to wear, how much to spend, which photographer, make up nak yg camner, semua I tak boleh nak properly arrange in mind.
Luckily we both already had our checklist for the budget.

Bintulu memang takde choice langsung I tell you, baju tak cantik, mahal and limited of choice.
Makanya terpaksa lah I balik malaya nak pilih baju ke ape?
I berangan nak order kain dari India for its crepe and chiffon, tapi tak tahu lah sempat ke tak nak order kat kawan I tu.

Anyways, speaking of work life, I just had my HORROR TECHNICAL ASSESSMENT.
It was dramatic I should say and I didn't do well, I did just average.
Sigh macam mana nak naik pangkat secara pantas ni?

Takpe I try harder next year.

Nanti I write more ok. Lately susah nak log in to blogspot as I forgot my blogspot email (harr harr harr),..:P

Light At The End of The Tunnel

Kisah sedih, biar saya simpan. Bila buka blog, tak mahu lagi baca entri sedih tu. Saya saved as draft. Doakan jodoh kami dimudahkan, I have no reason to let him go for good.

We are still trying, pray for us please.
We believe there's a light at the end of the tunnel.
Thank you:)

Perihal Nikah Kahwin

"Usahlah menikahi orang yang kita tidak sukai meskipun ia kerana Allah. Alasannya dalam Islam sendiri menggariskan beberapa ciri wanita atau lelaki yang tidak layak dijadikan pasangan hidup. Selain itu kita diberi hak untuk memilih, bukan dipaksa untuk menikahi sesiapa sahaja yang dihantar kepada kita."

Annoying

It has been weeks or maybe months since I last switched on my lappy.
Also installed a new connection for my streamyx.
What's wrong with the connection?
Is it my laptop or the streamyx?


Ggrrr this is annoying.
I will write me when I feel like writing.