YEC Dinner 2011

With sweet Ayuni, we are the YEC Committee Alumni :P

Will write more, hugs, kisses.

Terlalu Ingin

Pada suatu hari di Facebook, Si A has just changed her status to "engaged".
Si A, from what I knew, is the girlfriend of Si B (my friend).
They both are in my facebook.
With full of surprise, I waited for B to change his status too. I assumed that they were engaged to each other.
A few days later, A put "engaged to C (not that I know of)". Siapa kah C itu?
Have no idea though.
Honestly, I was hoping that the guy was B, my friend.
They have been together for quite some time.
Last month I had a small chat with B, with regards to A. Asked him how are they doing, etc.
But this month, I received this surprise, but then again I congratulated A.
With guts in me, I privately messaged her.
"Congrats A, but thought it'd be with B." <--I hope I did not go too much by saying this.
She replied, ini yang buat hati aku tersentuh sangat, honestly.
"Terlalu ingin Z, terlalu ingin."

I hope A will find her happiness with her new life.
Same goes to B.

Bonus 3 Tahun

Selamat Tengahari semua! :D
Pagi ini berlalu secara productive.
Selalunya aku tak tidur dah lepas subuh.

Started my day with sebungkus nasi lemak lauk sambal sotong.
Immediately did laundry (letak pelembut fabric kasi wangi), jemur mengikut tone colour baju secara riang-ria, cuci pinggan, sapu rumah, vacuum ruang tamu, download lagu di SingStore for my Singstar Game, sapu luar rumah and I'm done baby.

Berpeluh, it shows a good sign, no?
Oh yer almost lupa nak cerita tujuan sebenar entri ini.
Semalam aku pergi beraya ke rumah kawan abah.
Tak pernah kenal pun, that was the first time I went to his house.
Initially there were only his wife and a son.
Borak-borak, suddenly another son arrived.
He joined we all borak-borak and in the middle of our conversation, the later son asked me;
"Umur brapa? 23?"
I smiled *haha padahal control mahu ketawa* "Tak, 26." I replied.

Muka dia terkejut, dia macam tak percaya.
The whole family burst into laugh.
My mom said mungkin sebab size badanku yang agak kecil, more to petite size, hence the confusion:p.

We continued borak-borak and had kuih raya, rendang. Awesome, sedap!
Furthermore the uncle just got back from Mekah, he also served us air zam-zam.
Alhamdulillah:).

Finally, another funny thing happened.
Bila dah balik tu, salam-salam with the aunty, she gave me duit raya.
Was in a great surprised, I went; "Err..saya pun dapat duit raya ke? Hehe.."
Aunty said yes and smiled widely. I replied the same and minta izin untuk pulang.

At home, mak bagitahu today I just got a 3-years bonus. Wow. Haha.
Sebab mati-mati orang ingat saya masih 23.

Senyum lagi.

Never Sure of With you

"Summer: "I woke up one morning and I just knew."
Tom: "Knew what?"
Summer: "What I was never sure of with you."

500 Days Of Summer

Helo September 2011, It's Raya Y'all! :D

Ok, tajuk sungguh ceria.
Selamat hari raya peeps, I hope it's not too late:).
Raya went well despite beberapa perkara kesedihan kecil yang terjadi.
Tak apa, kita move on, kita senyum and cherish the moment while it is still there. It's not the end of it yet, so let's pray hard sayang.
Cuma saya minta dikuatkan untuk hadapi apa jua kemungkinan.
Whatever it is, pertemuan pertama setelah 2 tahun tak jumpa memberikan saya senyum sepanjang hari.
Beberapa komen dia;

"Awak makin kurus, makan lah banyak lagi."

"Suka tengok awak senyum. Senyum selalu sebab senyuman awak manis, macam gula-gula".

Haha, gula-gula tu agak kelakar.

Saya buatkan dia spagethi bolognise. :)

My parent made bihun sup tulang.

It's time to go home. 5 minutes after he left my house, he called. I thought he left anything at my house.

"Why, you left anything?"

"No, Just want to thank you for today. Berat hati nak tinggal awak".

*sweet*. Saya senyum lebar di talian. 

Ok, now let pictures do the talking.:)

Cruising..:)

Little sisters

Little bro

Siblings

Anak cousin.

Laundry to do. Later!:)

Lamunan Cinta Itu, Rasanya Macam Buaian Teratas Dari Graviti.

I still get lost in your eyes, and it seems that I cant live a day without you..-Michelle Branch, Goodbye To You.

Dilamun cinta perkara indah. Perasaannya bagai menaiki buaian, dibuai rasa enak, terbang tinggi, lupa segala gundah, senyum, bagai tiada apa yg mampu menggegar utuhnya cinta.
Tapi bila putusnya tali buaian itu, that's when you'll feel like being slapped, being punched in the face.
Sakitnya, kau seorang sahaja yg tahu. Pedihnya, menusuk dalam. Tak terkata.

Sebab itu lah, kadang-kadang kita rasa perlu hayun buaian itu, berpada-pada.
Bila jatuh nanti pun tak sesakit mana.
Mana tahu, mungkin dari jatuh itu lah, kita akan mampu berlari lagi,
sejauh mungkin..?

Between Tears and Anger

I can see a connection between tears and madness; or anger.
In most cases, when we get mad, we become angry. We let go everything, we take a deep breath, we yell sometimes and finally, the worst case is we burst into tears. For me, personally, the moment I cry is the moment I know I'm at my weakest point. Tears come together with shiver. That's when I need someone to comfort me. Wish someone would whisper this to my ears; "Hush..hush..don't you cry..everything will be ok..Nothing much to worry about.."

You know, whenever I feel so down, I tend to blame Bintulu. Silly but true. Bintulu Factor they might call it.
But hey, Bintulu is actually a nice place. If only it is near to my family. IF ONLY.

Ok lah, stop emo emo pasal Bintulu. Let's check out what are the sources of depression of the day/week.

1. Today I know I cannot finish my work, felt so depressed and next week I'll be presenting that work. Clueless, mesti kena tembak kaw-kaw punya time present. Esok try pergi office. Tak suka sangat kerja time weekend. Alahan ok!. (Alahan ciptaan sendiri. Muahaha..Ok, sedang stress kan, boleh lagi ketawa macam ni.)
2. I have my old simcard. But now dah misplaced, I couldn't recall where I put it. Die die la like this. :( All important numbers are there. Sigh, cuai buaian sungguh.
3. Bila kawan-kawan balik semenanjung, saya rasa jealous. Nak balik juga sebenarnya. This time, I want to go shopping sampai barang kat mall habis! haha. Ok, takdela sangat kan. Tapi nak lepas geram dah brapa bulan tak shopping kaw-kaw punya. :p

eh, not much pun.
Others? Ok saja. Tonight I'll be alone at home. Housemate Mel is chilling out with her Shell friends.
Sunyi nya la haih......

Bye all.



Will write more, hugs, kisses.

The Integrated Phone, 4th Generation

"I miss those days where Apples and Berries were just fruits.."

Oh yes, good morning people. Have you heard, have you heard that I've got myself an iPhone 4? More excitingly, it's on Celcom Plan ok, not Maxis, not Digi! Har har har..The excitement is still there though.
Recently Celcom has launched its iPhone 4 package which I think is way better than Maxis and Digi. I heard about this iPhone 4 Celcom package a few weeks ago, semangat ok siap study on the package, browsed through the website, called Celcom to ask the further details, etc. Ha ha ha so semangat Waja.
With RM98 per month, you will get 6 thousand minutes to celcom numbers, 100 minutes to off-net, 200 SMS to all numbers, 20 MMS, 2G Internet Data. *Eh sounds like a Celcom promoter* The price for a 32GB iPhone 4 is RM 1448, 16GB phone is RM 1148 only. What a bargain huh!. Grabbed a 32GB phone, I smiled ear to ear the whole day.
The day Celcom launched its iPhone 4 package in Bintulu, I went to the Celcom Branch right after the store opens, as early as 9 am!. As expected, I was in a long Q, after done with the registration and all, I finally got my own at about 12 noon. Ah, worth waiting..:) The first night I had my new gadget, I did not dare to put it beside me while sleeping, takut jatuh! Ha ha ha..Punya lah jaga..:P Now it gets better, I become so careful in order to take care of my new baby:p

So yeah, with the affordable price of iPhone 4, immediately spread the news to all friends. Ha ha ha seriously Celcom needs to pay me for this:P. They got influenced by that though, woahlla!
Ok, done with iPhone 4.
Wesak Day today, please don't go to work ya. Had a small dinner at Pizza Hut last night, today planned for a small breakfast too.
Will update more.

Pretty Qatar, The Delicate Rejection

I used to bump into/talk/say hi to this one guy at my work place.
Everytime he sees me, he will smile and greet me.
"Hye..pretty girl"..
Or sometimes he said that I'm sweet.
Mulut manis, presumably.

After months, he's not there anymore.
Until one day he pm-ed me on fb.
Everytime he said hi, I was not in front of my laptop, hence the negligence.
He thought that I purposely ignored him
Left the company for about a month now, he currently works in Qatar.

Being a normal friend, I said sorry was up to something.
He said :
"I miss the company, especially you"

Not to make it obvious, after a few words, I went:
"Im sorry, I gtg actually."

I hope it was not that obvious, at least for that night. Temporarily.
 
Will write more, hugs, kisses.

Reasons For Happiness and Calm :)

Happy weekend everyone!
They say, happiness is a choice right?
Despite how crazy your life turns out to be, you still can be happy.
First, just by looking at this two cuddlies:) Ok, I love bubbly, chubby and fat babies. he he he.

 Kakak, kan aunty dah cakap jangan buli adik

The second reason for happiness and calm goes to..
Doing chores.
With full of enthusiasm, I started it with wiping out all dusts and continued with sweeping the floor.
Next, mopped the floor. Satu rumah aku mop, ha puas hati ok.
Although I have allergy to dust, tapi layankan saje lah.
After dealing with dust, selalunya muka gatal and kulit dah merah-merah.

Third, photography.
Lepas kemas bilik pun still boleh godek-godek camera and switched the lense to 35mm and snap! snap!
Ini lah 'harta' saya yang akan habis juga nanti. Hehe.

A little explanation on the products I consume:
Facial products (1, 2, 3, 4 )
I prefer clinique as it is safe, fragrance free, soft and supple my skin so well.
1 is the clarifying lotion or senang cakap it's a toner.
2 is the moisture cream for combination skin type like me:).
3 is the 'all about eyes gel'.
4 is the moisture surge, extended thirst relief. I use is it to apply moist to skin at anytime I wish to. It means that, kamu boleh apply gel itu on top of your compact powder and make up. No harm:)


Next is the perfumes. (5, 6, 7, 8)
5: Britney Radiance. Sweet, with feminine blend of red berries, delicate flower petals and soft musk,
6: JLo Miami Glow. Sweet super bau dia. Kadang-kadang tak gemar sangat.
7: Paris Hilton Heiress. Bau macam fruits and bubble gum:)
8: Tommy Hilfiger. My favourite perfume since sekolah menengah:).

Eyes: (9, 10)
Saya kurang gemar pakai eyeshadow except for some special events, occasionally.
Itu pun saya hanya gemar earth colours saja. Black, white and chocolate for smokey eyes, and maroon.
I won't go for striking colours macam hijau terang, bright pink, biru etc. Semua tu akan nampak aneh di muka saya :P
Other than eyeshadow, saya suka guna eyeliner. Gel type, senang:)
9:  My maroon Lancome eyeshadow. Super like it.
10: My Maybelline gel eyeliner. Also, super like it as it's easy to apply and easy to remove. No smudge.

Body care and Make up Removal: (11, 12, 13)
For make up removal, I prefer baby oil saja. Serius senang, save juga ok.
Untuk supple body skin as well as mencantikkan kulit I prefer Body Shop body butter and bio-oil. :)
Not in the picture: Clinique Rinse-off Foaming Cleanser. 

Extra Care: (14, 15).
On my face, if anything I spot on, contohnya jerawat sesat atau jerawat PMS, cepat-cepat lah apply Dalacin T (15).
For day time outing, mari protect kulit dengan Clinique sunblock SPF 50 with advanced skin protection UVA & UVB (16)

Ok all, it's lunch time:)

Embrancing Bintulu Part 1

A blast weekend it was.
Supported YEC Footie Team, had a short boat trip (refer to previous entry).
I want to cherish Bintulu life as much as I could. hehe
Let pixels do the talking:)